I know it is 8:03pm but I was about to go to bed and all of a sudden I thought about what if my friends make fun of me when I go to a new school? What if I tell my friends, and they tell their friends who I don’t know, and they start being mean to me? Tomorrow I start summer school. I may not know a lot of people but maybe they may make fun of how I look? Maybe they will see dots on my shoulders, which they probably won’t . . . maybe they will see me get taller and taller and then I could be 6’5″ and they will make fun of me all over again! All I have to do is take deep breaths and think about the positive; not the negative.
I just took my shot about 10 minutes ago. My dad gave it to me tonight. He pushed the needle in a little too fast. I have to say, my mom does it better and I think it is because she has more experience. I am just happy that all of my followers and my loving parents support me and care for me. I would not be able to do this without my family’s support.
I might cry sometimes or be a bit drowsy but it will turn out well in the end. If you think you are small but you do not want to take medicine, then that is fine. I want to be as tall as I am supposed to be. It does not matter how tall I become. What matters is the love and care I have from my family. If you think that all of this is just “nonsense” then suit yourself. I am me and no one can change that. I am “seriously Samantha.”
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