On Saturday I will be having my Bat Mitzvah.
I feel really nervous because I really don't want to mess up in front of all my friends and family. I have a fear that everyone will laugh at me when I began to sing the prayers. I have a pretty good voice however everybody has their own opinion of what sounds nice to them. What if no one shows up at the temple? The show must go on!
I feel that my mother is always hovering over me asking me questions and I just want to be myself and do what I feel is right. Why doesn't she trust me and my decisions? I am only 13 and maybe there are some things I need to learn. I hardly know everything, and that's why I don't have Snapchat, I only have Instagram.
I feel that by having my bat mitzvah I will have more freedom to do the things I want to do instead of my mom watching me every second of the day. Well she doesn't watch me every single second of the day because she doesn't go to school with me or sit in my room all night when I do my homework or sleep in my room which is probably a very good thing. I must admit, I might be overreacting.
I hope that all my stress for my Bat Mitzvah will be gone by the time Saturday comes and I will show everyone what Seriously Samantha can do!
Wish me luck!
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